Tolyatangerine

	This person is a GOONER! Xe has severe porn addiction induced by years of being a terminally online clittycel

Tolyatangerine was created by or has connections to Telegram Don't groom any puppy (You) see. Verify for the self harm channel's 18+ chat to get free premium and gore 'p.

Tolyatangerine (now also knowing as toot or tqqt) is a Russian (shocker) Sharty/Booru drawfag. She's one of the newest of nusois, only lasting 21 days before getting banned.

Tolyatangerine/toot
Status	Active
Gender	Female Formerly Nonbinary
Nationality	Russian
Occupation	Sharty Drawfag
Years active	2025-
Best known for	Drawing
Predecessor	Previous banned drawfag foids
Criminal charges	Being a porn artist while being underage Every Shemmycuck is guilty of this
IAS?	No
Website	Telegram Channel ̶(̶c̶u̶r̶r̶e̶n̶t̶l̶y̶ ̶p̶r̶i̶v̶a̶t̶e̶)̶ (depends on her mood,actually)
Awards	Banned Award

On October 25th, 2025 she'd get banned from SoyBooru for an unknown reason, but it can be assumed it was due to her past of being a Roblox NSFW artist (she drew A LOT of high-effort porn)^{[Check any Soybooru post about her ban]}. She tried to move on from this, hence why she started drawing for the Soybooru. She also had problems with being groomed and having a porn addiction, which caused her to start drawing NSFW at 12,and post it at 14.

At the moment she's also banned by IP for ban-evading (she was making comments on 'ru from "Chud")

Statement

"Okay, I'll try.

Keep in mind that the topic is not pleasant, so everything will be under the spoiler.

Thoughts of suicide as an escape from all my problems haven't left me since my early teens, as far as I remember exactly.

There were a lot of factors that influenced this: several pedophiles who HARASSED me, alchoholic relatives with whom I lived, my mother's frequent travel to work far away, which is why we spent little time, unsanitary conditions (I had lice 5 times during my childhood, for sure)and there were lot more. There was bullying too.

In the 2020s, my mom and I moved to a new place where I live now, and since then, the thought that "iits too hard for me,i just need to kill myself" has NOT left me. I was always stopped by the fear of pain, the fear of death, the fear of just imagining how hard and bad it would be for my relatives, to whom I would become an even greater burden, but these thoughts never went away. About 3 years ago, my whole head was filled with a plan to hang or drown myself. I have a lot of problems, in fact, I was very nervous about moving and my relationship with my mother began to deteriorate at that moment. I had one moment when I tried to injure myself with a sharpener blade, but my relatives noticed it (and yelled at me, as a result, I'm EVEN more afraid of hurting myself). I had conflicts with my mother, besides, the school where I studied at that time was full of people with developmental disabilities, which also clearly affected me.

In the end, I'm almost a hikka who thinks of death as an escape from problems, but is afraid of death itself, hates herself and all that.

I SINCERELY don't want anyone to think that I'm talking about suicide as an attention-getter. Rather, I've already gotten used to it, it's already slipping through my mind as based,average thing, all this time I've been joking, in fact, many people have already gotten used to it.

I'm NOT TRYING to attract attention or anything. I won't do anything to myself just because I'm a fucking loser. Just accept this and don't give a fuck about this SNCA."

^{-Tolyatangerine (translated from Russian, may be inaccurate).}

Attempts to recover

After her past was revealed, she experienced severe stress (she had already written twice that she wanted to "end everything" with a "career" on the Internet, but now all posts have been deleted), but now she is thinking and planning to find a job and seek psychological and psychiatric help.

Telegram Channel

While still being active, she had a Telegram Channel link on her Soybooru profile despite off-site communities generally being despised. However, it did not have any bad actors or contain inappropriate content. It mostly served as a blog and an archive of her drawings. The channel also hosted drawing events.

The channel and its users mostly spoke in Russian, which could be a deterrent against Foodists as most of them are AmeriKKKan craKKKers. Following her ban, she has privated her channel to prevent bad actors from joining drawing events which she still hosts. The channel is open again and runs under new name, but she does not making new events.

Gallery

Work In Progress.

Links

Booru

Art Channel