Tolyatangerine
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Tolyatangerine is a Russian (shocker) Sharty/Booru drawfag. She's one of the newest of nusois, only lasting 21 days before getting banned.
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| Status | Active |
| Gender | Female
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| Nationality | Russian |
| Occupation | Sharty Drawfag |
| Years active | 2025- |
| Best known for | Drawing |
| Predecessor | Previous banned drawfag foids |
| Criminal charges | Being a porn artist while being underage
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| IAS? | No |
| Website | Telegram Channel (currently private) |
| Awards | Banned Award |
On October 25th, 2025 she'd get banned from SoyBooru for an unknown reason, but it can be assumed it was due to her past of being a Roblox R34 artist (she drew A LOT of high-effort porn)[Check any Soybooru post about her ban]. She tried to move on from this, hence why she started drawing for the Soybooru. She also had problems with being groomed and having a porn addiction, which caused her to start drawing R34 at 14.
"OK, I'll try.
Keep in mind the topic isn't exactly pleasant, so everything will be under a spoiler.
Thoughts about drinking myself to escape all my problems haven't left me since my early teens, as far as I can remember.
There were a LOT of factors: several pedophiles who HARASSED me, alcoholic relatives with whom I lived, my mother's frequent trips to work far away, which meant we spent little time together, unsanitary conditions (I had lice at least five times throughout my childhood), and you can pick up a lot there. There was also bullying.
In the 2020s, my mother and I moved to a new place, where I live now, and since then the thought of "fuck, this is so hard, I should just kill myself" has NEVER left me. I was always stopped by the fear of pain, the fear of death, the fear of simply imagining how hard and miserable it would be for my relatives, to whom I would become an even greater abuse, but these thoughts never went away. About three years ago, my entire head was filled with plans to hang myself or drown myself. I actually have a lot of problems; I was very nervous about moving, and my relationship with my mother was starting to deteriorate at that point. I once tried to harm myself with a sharpener blade, but my relatives noticed (and yelled at me. As a result, I'm even more afraid of harming myself in any way). I had some conflicts with my mother, and the school I attended back then was full of people with special needs, which clearly had an impact on me.
As a result, I'm almost a hikkan, who thinks of death as an escape from problems, but fears death itself, hates himself, and all that.
I SINCERELY don't want anyone to think I'm talking about suicide as an attention-seeking behavior. Rather, I've gotten used to it; it slips through my mind on a basic level. I've been joking around like that all along, and many people have gotten used to it.
I'm NOT TRYING to attract attention or anything. I won't do anything to myself, simply because I'm a fucking coward. Just accept it and forget about it."
-Tolyatangerine (translated from Russian, may be inaccurate).
Telegram Channel
While still being active, she had a Telegram Channel link on her Soybooru profile despite off-site communities generally being despised. However, it did not have any bad actors or contain inappropriate content. It mostly served as a blog and an archive of her drawings. The channel also hosted drawing events.
The channel and its users mostly spoke in Russian, which could be a deterrent against Foodists as most of them are AmeriKKKan craKKKers. Following her ban, she has privated her channel to prevent bad actors from joining drawing events which she still hosts.
Gallery
Work In Progress.
